It's been so long that I update my blog.

Was DAMN ANGRY right now.

Someone younger than me 6years giving me attitude?!

Who do you think you are?

Do you know the your position right now?

You have no right to say about me & calling me names!

To me, you are a kids.

A kids who don't know how to think.

A kids who don't think for others.

A kids who do not know manner.

A kids who have no responsibility.

A kids who don't understand what people say.

A kids who have lots of attitude & act stubborn.

A kids who won't grow up.

You are staying at people house right now, yet you think you are staying in your own house?

Having people to serve you, help you wash your clothes, help you to think & yet you only know how to sleep, eat, play game & giving attitude. 

STOP IT OK?!

Please grow up. You are already 16 & yet you don't understand what people tell you & say to you?

 You can even curse people's family to die. Will that make you happy? Don't you feel guilty at all?

If she really die, I think the 1st one she will not let off is YOU.

Nobody ask you to leave. You just have to be automatic enough to make people change their view of you.

What you are doing now just make people feel irritating. Being too lazy won't do you good. If you think people say you is because they dislike you & want to chase you off, then you are wrong. Everyone say you because they mean you well. They want you to learn & grow up to be independent. Since you are staying here, you should do your things yourself & at least help out with the family sometimes.

But right now you are doing nothing!

 If you are staying outside right now with no support, I bet you won't be able to survive for sure.

Please use your brain & think now. 

Think thru what I have say. 

I don't want to waste too much saliva on you anyway.

Say too much you also don't understand.

If you like calling names, then continue being stupid & childish, little kids.

Went to powerhouse yesterday..kind of bored, but at least there is someone with mii..

Although we don't talk much, but it is still better than ii stay at hOme..

soo happi, ii manage to take a photo..

but the photo quality is not good..the image is nOt tt good..n my face looks weird.. :(

saw quite some friends there..

alan khoo, my kor kor & freinds.. :)

after clubbing, went to eat with them @ mcdonalds..

eating halfway, zhong & accompany reasch to fetch mii hOme..so ii go back with them & left my food there..

dear dear still at hOme waiting angrily..

tot he was supposed to have gone to bed..

but he didn't..

waited for mii to go back before he went to bed..

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reach home at 7am..

sleep @ 7.30am ..

dear get to slp 2hours & went to work..

in the afternoon, he called saying he was sick & came back from work..

we play blackshot awhile & he went back to bed again..

SIANX !

nothing to do again..

:( 

Just chat with my long lost kor kor..

it has been a few year back tt we see each other at Secondary School..

at that time, we dun talk to each other..& im shy to talk to him..lolx..

Recently, something happened to my relationship whereby, everyone get to comment on my post..but one thing which makes mii surprise was that he commented on my post too! saying that "sis, u still have us" .. lolx..this is cute..but ii like.. :)  we plan to mit up today de..but he didn't call or sms mii..so ii try to sms him at night to ask him out..but out of a sudden, my bro want mii help him play mahjong 1st..without a choice, ii help him play..after that, that stupid bf want mii to take over him as he is going to work..sianx..have to delay the mit..

Finish playing mahjong, it's already 4am! kor kor call mii to stay at home better cos go out mit him oso troublesome for mii..so we chat on phone..

he told mii mani of his things & share some relationship experience with mii..

ii now finally noe how to let go & decide on what will advantage mii rather than wad is disadvantage for mii..

ii am tired of holding on to someone who doesn't belongs to mii & ii dun want to..

ii will learn to let go..ii have seen too much things in our relationship..the love ii ever have is gone, the care, the sweet times we have is all vanished..he no longer treat mii like before..he did not care about mii like before..there's no longer anyone sitting beside mii when ii am unhappy, lonely or need someone to company..his shadow have gone far far away & his soul is milesss away from mii..

the world inside mii is just so cold ..my heart was froze till there seems to have no feelings anymore..

ii need someone to rescue mii out of this unwanted world.. ii dun want to suffer anymore..

~NOT ANYMORE~